Maudlin.
14/03/2010I love that word.
Anyway, I woke up this morning feeling very self-conscious about last night’s post. I reread it and it was so very melodramatic and…well, maudlin. I thought about deleting it, but decided that wouldn’t really accomplish anything. As embarrassing as I think it might be, it was how I was feeling at the time. And that’s okay; it’s not wrong or something to cover up (with paint, or vices, or anything else).
Sooo…
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I was asked to be a member of a committee at church. I agreed and I’m glad I did. We had our first meeting this afternoon and I was able to actively participate without breaking into a cold sweat / turning beet red. I wouldn’t have been able to do that a year ago and for that I am grateful. I still struggle with many of the theological aspects of church, but I love it there and very much feel at home.
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