Divorce.

16/06/2010

I’ve been divorced for over a year and a half now, and it is at this point that I hate it the most.  It was easier in the earlier stages, when we were both on (relatively) the same page.  I need to expect things to change, I know that.  But expectation doesn’t make it any easier.  I hate it.  I’m angry.  I’m hurt.  I’m worried.  I probably deserve it all on some level, but that seems beside the point right now.

There are 3 comments in this article:

  1. 17/06/2010Flossip say:

    I wish there was something I could say to make it easier.

  2. 19/06/2010Jamie say:

    Thank you, Flossip. It’ll get easier with time & experience. This is a growing-up kind of thing.

  3. 26/06/2010Amanda say:

    Jaye, I’m so sorry to hear it. It definitely does get better with time, but even now - almost five years later and happily re-married - it sometimes still aches. I once asked my mom about that, and she compared it to her new hip (she had her hip replaced around the same time as all my drama). She said that even though she has a new hip, and it works well, there is still a little pain sometimes. It’s ok - normal, even - to hurt / worry / be afraid / be mad after the fact. You *will* get through it. It is totally a growing-up thing, and that’s scary in itself. I’ll be praying for you.

    ~Fred ;)

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